My Little Secret
I realized that I’m a gay when I was 15. It was the time when I understood that I’m turned-on by handsome guys rather then by pretty girls. At first I felt uneasy, as I knew the common ways people treat gays, but still I couldn’t change anything. So I preferred not to struggle with myself, but still keep it all in secret. At the age of 16 I fell in love with a boy of my age – the son of our new neighbors. His name was Igor, he was tall and handsome, with green eyes and a charming smile – such a girls’ heartbreaker… girls’ and mine. At the moment, when I saw him for the 1st time, I realized it’s my fate.
We got acquainted and became friends, as we had plenty in common. But I kept my little secret inside, playing the role of a ‘normal’ guy and masturbating each night while dreaming about his strong young body. Still each further day we spent together it was becoming harder and harder for me to hide my reaction at his masculine beauty, I knew it wouldn’t take too long for me to hand out my feelings.
It was Sunday, mom was fussing around the kitchen, as for me, I was trying to stretch myself for the first time with a dildo I bought in a sex shop. In front of me were pansy magazines and Igor’s photos. I was imagining us both in a magic land of gay love… Suddenly the door of my room burst open (I forgot to lock it up!) and horrified me saw Igor with big eyes on his face staring down at my naked body in a provocative pose.
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